ehem ehem..
as i sit here by the chair typing this small composition of mine i keep on thinking if im doing things right as God wants it to be.. as many things has been bugging for some time in these past few days.. am i doing it right?? will i be happy if i pursue things the way they used to be.. or shall i
change what im doing at this point of time.. wahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a poem for you

I cant believe Ive met a girl as lovely as you

cant seem to understand why your giving the attention that seem so true

as you told the things that no one knows and threat me like a flower among these thorns

you seem like a fairy in my old fairy tale books who will grant my wish for me to have my happiness in eternity



As the days went by and I get to know you more

I got this budding feeling that i cant seem to control;

as i voice these feelings that comes from within i find you building a barricade of walls

separating the two of us and it eventually make me feel small

the things i am hardly building shattered like a glass that i cant seem to hold.



As I try to pursue this things I'm still hoping that you will feel the same as you told me before

that feeling that makes me crumble as we talk in the night till the rays of the sun show.

though the reaching to be into your arms burned me into ashes still I'm waiting

as we continue to be friends till the end of the dawn.



Kachaka ng emote ko wahahaha

happiness

These past few days many things are bugging me as I start to ponder many questions got popping in my head.. "why do people tent to focus on the things that they want instead of the things they need?", " why do we go for someone who cant even give a single minute of their life to us instead of those persons whose willing to give their whole life to us?", "why cant we appreciate the things that we already have rather than focusing on the things we have already lost?" we are also taking things for granted.. if these things pursue, would we find ourselves happy in the end??, are the things that already have aren’t enough to make us happy?? i guess the answers to these questions are so essential for us to live a happy life, as i continue to introspect i found out that there are 3 things that we must know to be happy.. the first is perspective why? for if we are going to look on the positive side of our lives we can see that there are more blessings than misfortunes we are having in our lives.. if we have positive outlook then we are going to grab many chances that God has given to us.. many chances means many opportunities for success.. success gives us happiness.. as we grab those chances we are living our live to the fullest.. livings to the fullest means eternal happiness.. another factor is acceptance.. acceptance is so important in happiness for sometimes we cant accept things that has been happening to us.. as a result we are focusing on the things that we lost and we are missing so many opportunities that might make us happy... we all know that everyone has its own limitation if we don’t accept it we always end up failing.. failure is a key factor of sadness.. as we accept things we became better.. as we became better we become happy.. and the third thing we must know is contentment it its somehow related to acceptance.. it its human nature to crave for more and where do we end up?? Failing.. It is right to dream for bigger things, but would it be realistic? Sometimes we dream to big and we end up regretting the things we have done.. this lead to sadness.. as we became contented on the things that we have and we received better things we are going to feel happier rather than expecting or dreaming for it.. we should be accepting the things that God has given us for it happens for a reason.. as we look on the brighter side of life we will live our life to its fullest and being contented on the things we have will lead to eternal happiness..